Underground Wire: Blue Rose
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I've always thought, "Why would I want to learn from someone's experiences? He won't be better than me. He would be a sinner. He would have done harm unto others, himself, and, of course, Our Lord." |
They were singing, and I was still not feeling too good about being there... among them. I wasn't sure I belonged to this place I came willingly, for I was scared. In my shame, I was shattered. But in their voices raised in singing, their joy penetrated me. The word Spoke... the Truth. I wanted to open up. I wanted to feel Him as they do, to Feel the presence of Jesus. When the preaching started, I expect to listen to meaningless words, read from the Bible to us, from someone who is more likely to sin more than I will ever do. But that wasn't the case, I heard joyful words. I had to listen, and I have never, ever listened to anyone before! I never gave myself the chance to Shut Up and Listen. And then, I realized, he was not only telling his experience to God, he was Telling about God's work, through him, to help others. He was a wise comedian, and I'm not disrespecting him. We all laughed. I am amazed by God's mysterious ways. I was amazed by how simple and how wise his words were. I was amazed by how God fixes everything for us, and yet we neglect the signs... I heard Him. I heard God's words, and I knew what I was made of, and what I was made for. But something greater happened, the preacher asked us to come forward. And for the first time, I didn't feel shy to Just Go, and Embrace Him, Embrace this Jesus who was calling me.I have to thank Karmyildam, for she guided me to this particular church. She stood next to me, and explained what was happening. He uncle came to me, and spoke into me. He said the exact words I needed to hear. He knew me, without knowing me. God spoke to me through him. I cried. I cried my sins, my mistakes, my flows, my imperfections. I was forgiven. I felt it. And I was reborn, in that same moment. I felt that everything I thought I wanted, though I needed, is not important anymore... My life belongs to Jesus. I'm not living for myself anymore. I am not living for others. I am STRONG. I will face everything by His words. I will leave everything behind. It's a great feeling. Changes are about to be made. And I pray... I pray for us all. |
Her mom went on to thank us for the Bible and Back to School prayer. They have just started going back to church after having been away for a time, and are thankful to the Antioch Bags: Back to School Bags for reopening that door to them.
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